D Ford

4/29/18 we're going to own this, we won't let tomorrow or this challenge in general defeat us, we are going to prove it to everybody. this is not the end; this is only the beginning I want to give up, I say I'll never do this college thing again, I complain/complain/complain about my life's situation, and I simply don't want to move forward but we can't have this, we can't allow this. this is my life, we only get to do it once. your life's circumstances do not define you, what defines you comes from within. it's not about your degrees, money in your bank account, or other certificates and achievements. it's about what you do, it's about how much heart and courage you have to do the things that you get done tomorrow is the challenge, these past 5 years have been the challenge, life is a challenge. we will defeat this, together you don't need the motivational videos, you don't need mom or dad's help, you just have to get u...

4/27/18 less than 2 weeks. oh my god guys this is huge, life is about to change, change in a major way whether we want it, whether we're ready or not $31,000 in debt, but no more homework, no more projects I become a slave to america but no longer will I be a "student" it's time to start doing the real things that I have to be doing to be able to do the stuff that I actually want to be doing in life period no more wasting time; I struggle with prioritizing but now I have become a man on a mission I don't even desire to form any new relationships not for business or work, I don't even want to purchase or even think about cars or other material items, and I most certainly don't want to spend my time doing things with the inclusion of people that aren't getting me closer to my goals. this is my time I love to drive I love helping people I like a flexible schedule I like to be able to keep moving and not just sit behind a desk for 40 hours...

4/25/18 $31,000 in debt after 5 years of college :) (about $20-30,000 paid off throughout the years) - desperate situations my government recommends at least a yearly salary of $48,000 in order to truly afford this debt lol, I had no idea they gave opinions such as this they actually gave a lot of helpful information regarding my situation and I am trying to remain optimistic unfortunately I'm not 100% done just yet an exam in h374 and h350, both of my classes on Monday I desperately need to pass both to be able to graduate I have to schedule and then complete the ACSM exam (~$200 or $350) I also need to finalize everything with my supervisor at my internship I then need to make sure that I will be a part of this graduation ceremony in 2 weeks :L I am so ready to have this behind me

4/23/18 it's time, it's time, I say again, it's time I can't keep playing around the people seem unhappy, there's little money around here and barely any reason to stop by this particular destination on the map. everyone that comes here (my experience of meeting people with more money from the north and those out of state or from other countries) sees this place as just not somewhere they'd want to reside in and I honestly can't blame them. there's no energy here, there's so much nonsense and small crimes occurring on a regular basis, there's very little to do and not much money around here. I want to change this, I see the potential in everything and man; I have the energy within I know I do. I can feel it inside that with the opportunity I would bring that warmth and appreciation that people need to feel more comfortable and together we would change this place. you don't see people doing pranks for YouTube around here; you're ris...

4/22/18 as much as I want to hear and abide by the principle of patience I cannot let this financial issue become not as important in my mind I'm in a lot of debt, at age 23. sure I may be young but I don't plan to always live my life on the losing side of things. I have big goals for life and want nice things. I have a desired level of success much higher than those around me and I can't afford to waste years upon years if I want to make it. I'm making money right now but only enough to survive the bills and lifestyle I currently have. I can't even afford a cheap apartment or my student monthly payments for my loans when they start up in the next 6-8 months. exercise more strength gains flexibility stamina hydration business regular YouTube videos always recording My Journey - business, cars, motivation YouTube Instagram Facebook learning and investing course to help get started? Go-Pro? advertisements time to enjoy life :) ...

4/16/18 Monday's :P I still have so much growing up to do but hey, we're living life. hopefully gonna make this a great week and get some stuff done. 4/17/18 Fun Fun Fun, my goodness this week is already just being that typically kind of week for this semester this internship experience 😌 I just can't wait to be done with this college crap; it hasn't been fun honestly very soon I'll hopefully be working, paying back my debts, and probably still single yay! 5 years to get a degree as I've said before man... we only get one life people aren't going to consider others, especially not those facing difficult times who aren't happy with their lives... they tend to make others unhappy... they lose perspective I never want to be that kind of person. I love helping people and seeing others win welp... time to do homework as usual then hopefully I'll get to finish my videos or work on my business 4/18/18 Mom's bday at the start of th...

4/15/2018 thanks so much for all the support guys, I now will begin my transition over to other media outlets for my business as of today. I've done a lot of "talking" along this journey since entering college, since becoming sad and depressed and choosing to pursue other opportunities, and ultimately since starting this new path with business and what I have today Simple Made Digital Social media marketing Education for starting an online business Education and consulting for improving one's life overall YouTube e-commerce and Affiliate Marketing this business has so many outlets, I have so many ideas and have gained so much knowledge, but I am afraid that I have become STUCK; that I have gotten so far and now am over inpatient, saddened with my progress, and just not enjoying this anymore. while I remain focused and determined to work I now think that this is the time to just go out, enjoy the process, and work. this daily blog has taught me a lo...