Saturday

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3/31/2018

welp here we are, going into the fourth month of the year and I'm gonna keep it real, not much progress has been made. I don't feel as if I've gotten any closer to my goals. I definitely don't feel any more satisfied and content with life than I did last year. I haven't grown. I still am unhappy. I'm still broke and have no idea of how I can even make things better.

it's 9:30pm here, basically close to time for me to go to sleep, or so I believe. I'm just not working hard enough. after listening to the story from the guy working at the gas station I stopped at today I can honestly agree that I am not working hard enough. I'm fucking spoiled and I just don't know what to do. I appreciate what I have and for sure days like today, stories (of how life real is for some people) such as those I heard today really put things into perspective for me. it's 9:30 and I typically am sleep and don't stay up past 1am in spite of the fact that I have an exam on Monday in my nutrition class and I am no where near prepared. I'm spoiled.

anyways...

I have to study, but I don't want to. I don't want to be in college anymore and it's not just senioritis. This path is not one I want to be on. I don't feel as if I'm working towards my goals.

I have to study but all I want to do is work on my business. I haven't uploaded a video to YouTube in a while. My website that I purchased nearly 2 weeks ago now is not even live as it's simply not ready for the public. I haven't been able to really make any progress with my business yet here we are going into month 4 out of 12 for the year.

I can't wait to be done with college. would and will never do it again

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