never working for the weekend

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4/13/2018

I wanna be that lion, to have no need for external motivation to do what I do. I want my motivation to come from within. I want so bad to be better that it hurts. I will do everything I can to be better. I won't be average, I won't give only 80%. I have to give my best, I must. I know my WHY and it hurts to not be there already. I can do it for them, I will do it for them, I must do it for them.

Thank you. Blessings

so thankful for everything I have, everything I've been fortunate to experience.
my family is good, my health is good, my life is good


  • 2 opportunities to intern over the summer; 1 I've already made conversation and applied for the other I will be applying to before the end of the day
  • I just found out that thankfully to God I am not in too unbearable of a financial hole, that I might actually have a life worth living with regards to money
  • my family is out there doing what they do but they're all still here and doing well and so I must keep going, for them
3 more weeks my people, 3 more weeks...
I'm nervous, I've tired, I'm anxious, I'm afraid... but at the same time I'm ready, I'm motivated, I'm relieved
I can't look back, I can't compare myself to others; I just have to move forward
we're so close, we've come so far
I wanna build this blog, this idea of content creation, this business in general

90% you can be good, you can be great
but I have to give 100%, I have to
I want this, I need this; there's so much more and I want more

Keep It Simple
I just wanna help people man, I just want to live a life that my family can be proud of. I want to move us past where we are, to have the experiences that we currently aren't having, I want more. I want more for them, I want more for anyone around me. I can do this.


a few hours later...

ugh... I am so physically drained but tennis is life
it's been another good Friday, I certainly cannot complain
I really do have to work on this weakness I have in life right now as it's causing me a lot of problems
thankfully we have Cars & Coffee in the morning, definitely looking forward to that

keep moving forward

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