every now and then people will surprise you

ehh it's still Tuesday for me but technically it's Wednesday 12/6/17 1:01am est.

I just had to make this post guys. Today, this moment right here things change. I'm an introvert. I struggle with being social. I talk to myself. I do a lot of thinking. I think a lot honest. I process in my head so often the choices that I make as well as the choices made by people. I like to think that I'm not shallow nor judgemental and that I am an optimist.

I'll spare you guys of the boring stuff, especially considering I stay true to who I am and what I value so I would and I will know myself when confronted. Basically things are about to change. Things always change and change is good but what I'm talking about specifically; I'm saying no more. I honestly was over here complaining to myself about the interactions I've had with others and how their choices have (negatively) impacted my life.

• My lab group left me out of the loop with our lab report which was due last Friday, so now I'm struggling to complete it just so that I can receive at least some credit.
• My "friend" whom I asked to send me some notes from our last class which I missed because I was just become sick, the fever was beginning to hit me, and I couldn't make it. He decided to send me all the slides randomly organized and mentioned that some were missing.

Surprisingly these two main incidents that have impacted me both involve that same pain of a class Musculoskeletal Structure & Movement. Anyways I'm not going to allow this into my life anymore.

First off I should've taken the initiative with this group as I now need to do again, as I'm without a group for this new group lab we have due next Friday. I've never been one to impose myself but in a situation like this it's warranted. For the second situation, I have just now only found out that despite sending me a bunch of photos of the slides taken in the classroom my friend also send me the slides as documents with all the notes filled in. There could be no reason to complain there, in fact I want to make sure he knows of my gratitude. I must. 

Alright guys, I hope this story sounds good or at least your happy for me lol or this story helps to motivate you. I'm one who is very selective about the people in my circle, I actually want to feel good about those that I interact with. Negativity and hate will get you no where and I believe it all resides within the choices we make. So today I've made the choice to just be happy and to do what makes me happy.

I just added some new merch to my store, sadly I lost that new subscriber that I told you guys about earlier, I've learned some more information for my drop-shipping journey, and I'm feeling more confident and happy. Some things have changed as they always do but I will still be going live tomorrow on my YouTube channel, the time may be changing however. Unfortunately I still am trying to become more comfortable with vlogging etc in front of other people but I'm working on it. Therefore lol, I will wait until after breakfast time, maybe around 12pm est. Subscribe to the channel here: tomorrow I'll be having a live brief where I'll discuss my plans for the channel, showing you guys the progress I've made and how I'll be pursuing my Shopify store, and what tactics I'll be using to build my businesses. 

Thanks for all the support guys I appreciate all 8 or so of you guys that are reading this stuff daily. Very soon I'll be not only motivating but educating you guys if you wanna learn, I certainly will be making big moves. I don't have dreams, I have goals :)

See you guys tomorrow.