D Ford

2/28/2018 alright guys, another short post, maybe, idk I'm tired, I have a lot to do that I'm actually doing while writing this post and tomorrow, my "free day," I'll probably be spending most of it at my internship 😒 in other news I met a new friend today, yet again, another older individual. this older gentleman and I had a great conversation while playing tennis and I both have been reassured that I will find success and was able to or at least will hopefully be able to help him out. I was able to finish a pretty funny video for you guys, to be uploaded some time this evening. I hopefully will film again tomorrow, and will uploaded a video that's already finished later this week or over the weekend. THANK GOD, next week is my spring break. but... I must catch up on my hours at my stupid internship 😔 I'm not even disappointed or sad about it, I am just tired of doing things that I don't want to be doing. I want to spend my time working har...

2/27/2018 ugh this internship is going to be more work than I thought. not the internship in full but managing my hours as I have just fallen behind on my hours and was hoping to make things easier for myself. it's whatever, I don't even wanna think on it. it just feels as if things are just not going in my favor right now, times are just really tough. but I don't want that to come across as if I'm feeling down as I'm prepared for the fight, it just sucks to know that people don't support one another. people do whatever the hell they want to do and that usually involves a lot of factors. it simply upsets me to know/experience people not supporting those that are at least trying to make a positive impact on their lives. but that too is whatever, I'll keep fighting for myself. I actually just got some advice from one of my email clients that I was planning to have in a group where I myself would be giving advice lol. unfortunately I've lost this memb...

2/26/2018 I survived :) 2 exams in one day. 2 exams in 2 very different classes; bio-mechanics/anatomy/physiology/musculoskeletal analysis and my other class nutrition 2 rather difficult classes, nutrition being the most outlandish and insane tomorrow I definitely plan to film something and get some work done, I also really need to do a couple hours over at my internship unfortunately but I'm hoping to get things smoothed out over with my internship okay I'm rambling and talking about my problems, yet again I'm very tired. It's been a long Monday unfortunately our university suffered a loss over the weekend, a student from my degree program. it's so sad honestly. a junior whom from what I heard was well involved and going places, was struck by a car while riding his bike in the late hours of Saturday evening and passed away sometime on Sunday. so so horrible. I can't begin to imagine the reactions of his family, it's tough for us as peers of him,...

2/25/2018 guys I messed up. yesterday's post was always gonna be shorter than normal but I forgot to mention that today was/is a special birthday. my dad's birthday is today and I'm hoping that this gets to you guys soon enough to wish him a Happy Birthday. unfortunately I now have less than 24 hours, much less actually, to prepare for the 2 exams I have tomorrow. an exam in h374, the class I'm repeating and nutrition, the class I'm beyond annoyed with. it's safe to say that I cannot wait to get tomorrow behind me although I truly am obviously not rushing time. I for sure am not rushing Tuesday as I recently realized that I am quite a ways behind on my hours for my internship so starting this week I really have to begin staying at my intern site longer no matter if I have something to do or not. it's unfortunate and I really am hoping that my supervisor will allow me to do some hours either off site or make-up hours. anyways guys I've finally assig...

2/24/2018 this marks post 150 meaning 150 days of daily blogging over the course of 5 months with a total of just under 2000 total views. absolutely amazing. I'm shocked to see that you guys didn't really enjoy the previous post, we only got a few views despite the awesome picture of the GT-R, but that's okay. unfortunately this post won't be much better, I'm exhausted and I really need to study. 2 exams on Monday, just my luck. I'm gonna try to spend some time studying tonight before I pass out then tomorrow I will for sure be cramming in even more information. until tomorrow guys

2/23/2018 IT'S FRIDAY :) FINALLY! I have so much I want to get done and so much that I have to get done. I'm still catching up on some that should've been done before, there's a bunch of things going on with my classes which I have to set some priority to, and thankfully only one more week to spring break. This week literally went by in a flash, I remember joking with my friend at the start of the week about how quickly the time would go until spring break showed up and yeah, time is flying. As much as I really don't want to rush things I am so so excited to be done with college. I've often time been described or referred to as somewhat cool or interesting when meeting people and the saddest thing to me is that I have been so negatively impacted by choices I've made lately. Our choices have such a major impact on our lives and honestly my business and major messages I want to spread as a "mission statement" or word of wisdom is that you should t...

2/22/2018 it's the last Thursday of the month, it's time for me to get to work. there's a lot more work to be done and far more memories to create. "throwback Thursday" for me I'm just gonna go back to my strengths, it's time for me to really push here. we average about 400 monthly views here on the blog give or take 50 views, the YouTube channel now has over 10,000 total views, my fan base is growing and I'm now helping people not only in person with their problems but am now providing a service to those I meet over the internet. I haven't made much money, hardly any, with my business and in life in general but money is not the goal. money does not provide happiness. I only mention money to reference the fact that it takes true passion to stay dedicated to something with no financial reward. and often times you won't receive compensation no matter how hard you work on something, but you have to keep working and keep believing. I have a t...