Advice to myself

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I'm nervous. There's so much out there to make you anxious but for me right now I want to apply to these jobs. I want so badly to pass this exam tomorrow. I want to engage socially with my colleagues tomorrow. I want to feel good about my day. I want to get things done that need to be done.

I want so badly to be making a little more money than the $100 dollars every 2 weeks I'm making right now. Gas and food are killing me, I don't have money for anything else. I have about 10 tabs open of jobs I could see myself doing right now with my goals and schedule considered. I have to have time for this, my business through blogging, YouTube, and everything else is a major priority for me right now. But I need another source of income.

I have to pass this exam tomorrow. I have to. I always feel bad about procrastinating and what do you know, I'm just now studying for tomorrows exam for the first time. Yet somehow I am now alone, everyone I've talked to hasn't studied thus far either. I have to pass though, I have to.

I need to let my messages and ideas be seen/heard. I am so easily inspired that everyday I see content for my channel. Walking to class I see enough stuff to give you guys a full 20 minute video. I want so badly to be able to spend more time on my channel and to grow that platform so that I can work with other creators.

I won't give up.

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